fragile-

2006-06-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

ok i'd hardly told anyone this but i have MOVED

CNY!

2005-02-09T01:05:00.000-08:00

Heyhey
It's the 1st day of cny
Happiness
Ang paos here i come!!

Woke up at like 9 something today.. Freaking early coz we needed to be at uncle johnny's house at 11.. Rahh- The utter unfairness.. But ya I would do anything for the money so yaa.. Had to go regardless of what..

Ate alot.. Think I'm growing fat but my relatives say that I'm growing thinner and my friends say that I'm acceptable.. But rahh- Still gotta lose weight.. So all you fatty and oily food stay out of sight and do not tempt me..

Ah wells collected quite alot today.. If i'm not wrong roughly more than $500 so pretty pleased.. Going to collect more later from my folks.. So hopefully I'll hit $1000 after this cny thingo.. But crap I can only get 10% of what I have.. Fish it that's bloody little so I'm gonna work my magic and hopefully get like 20-30% of what I have..

Need to get my belt!!

Rite...

2005-02-07T02:31:00.000-08:00

Heyhey
K I know I havent been blogging for quite some time
But who cares...
Right?!

School was average-ish today.. So crappish as we had 3 periods of english and that means 3 periods of gammar.. rahh... So ya it was bad.. I think she knows that i'm still mad at her which obviously it's a yes.. Crap who asked you to take my fucking band.. But hey I'm getting my livestrong soon..

Went shopping today.. Well window shop more like it.. Saw this fab punk looking belt, so going to get it.. Jon said that there sells cheaper bands so gonna ask him get them for me..

Feeling so pissed today so I ate alot..
Damn so gotta lose weight now my lards are spilling out of me..
Gee that sounds bad but ya. Aye gotta play more tennis and jog more.. Hmmx
But hey I went jogging today so I'm alright right? Hahax..

Gonna go to the jam yesh can hardly wait it's gonna be punk punk and more punk
Rock on baby, cuz Jessica's here

Here we go now, You're chilling with the funk soul brothers

So sad..

2005-01-24T02:04:00.000-08:00

Heyhey..
Rahh-
Cant believe that I havent blogged for like so long
So ya..
lalalaa..

Today was the tennis b-division tournament..
It was so dreadful as cant believe what luck we had that the first school which we had to play with is MGS..
I mean those girls are like pro-ded it's like super super hard to actually beat them..

But still the matches must go on.. We lost altogether 4 matches isnt that like so saddening..
But at least we somehow or rather managed to take one game off mgs so that is considered like quite good already so WELL DONE KC! KC ROCK!

The match which we won was the doubles match which Pearlyn and Nicole played.. Yes it was a really entertaining match indeed as at first it was 8-1 up but momentum gave way and so the game ended with 9-5 but still well done kc!! And this match shows us just how important momentum is..

I'm like totally sun-burnt.. Well not literally but just across my face.. So red and hot.. Urgh just because I was the linesmen so ya got burnt somehow.. But ya now I look so nicely tanned and burnt.. Wheee..

Damn this hols!

2004-12-14T01:05:00.000-08:00

Damn this hols
Screw it
So pissed
Utterly pissed

Aiyah I so think that these hols are making me grow fat.. Ok technically I didnt lose or gain weight but I feel like I'm overeating.. Well what to do I just spent like over $80 on just biscuits well you can just say that I wanted to share them with my parents but hell they dont want any so screw it I must eat them all... Damn those calories..

My rubbish knee is hurtin like mad... Owells if only I didnt trip over my damn leg maybe i'll still be like able to kneel down and fix my wall.. But rahh my knee hurts.. And there is like yellowish brown pus coming out well actually pus and dried blood.. K I shant get into detail your the people who are reading my blog sake..

Hmmx.. I'm such a nice ass I went for practice today.. And screw it I was scolded for being late... Needed to buy this totally fugly shirt.. Which is SO not worth the price-tag.. Went to look for Mr Jega only to be told that he's not in school today.. Learnt a new song and screwed it up and got shited by the teacher for not going through.. Damn I think I shall stick to tennis as at least I'm used to the shit which it brings..

I wish I'm older like 18 as I feel like drinking a French 75.. But I cant as i'm bloody underage.. Drinking it will do me good.. I think.. Feel like poning my practices away and just focus my time and energy on tennis.. Improving, grooving my strokes and becoming a sponsered player.. Seriously hope to get an adidas sponsership by hopefully when i'm between 16-18..

I like the Nike Dunk SB Reese Forbes.. But sadly it's all sold out..I like the SBTG X UNKLE custom but there are only 24 pairs in Singapore so it's likely that they are sold out I want the Maharishi x Surrender Pants but hell there are only like 25 pairs MADE!! I know I shall go find those Surrender sk8 sneakers that is if I can find them..

I wanna get the new Stella McCartney range.. As it got style.. Whee Whee I so must get them or the Miss E Respect!! Argh I need more shirts.. I want some rock some edgy some feminine and some just pure punk or sk8 I heared that Goodenough, Hooked and HCL has not bad sk8 shirts so ya must check them out..

Ay I'm totally unset that I missed the streetstyle awards gallery otherwise I could have checked out some really tight street culture.. damn..

Nuff bout the crap with i wrote
peace out

Stuck at home..

2004-12-07T16:20:00.000-08:00

Gosh
Im stuck at home
Cant go out
Bored stiff
That's what they call stuck at home
Sigh

I'm suffering from some kind of spasm
Somebody save me..

Ay I was suppose to go and play tennis with Cheney, Jon and Noel today.. Ay but thanks to my mom and thanks to my stupid cca I had to cancel it.. Rah I feel so bloodily guilty hmmx.. Why?? Maybe that's because if it was not because of me they could play tennis as I'm the one they ask to help them book courts.. Ay.. So ya I'm literally very sorry guys..

Was feeling totally outraged this morning with my maid.. Ay FOREVER talking behind people's back and the most irritating part is that she would deny and then start saying that your ear got problem and dont know what other shit..

The most sickening thing about her is that whenever my friends come she would act like the *perfect* maid in the world but actually she's like crap..

Hmmx was reading my book just know it's entitled p.s i love you.. SO sweet imagine if my future husband dies and does such things for me... that will be like perfect but they dying part touch wood la.. Rahness...

Gosh here comes december and soon it's back to school.. I dont wanna go back to school... Ay ok but still my life's in a total mess now.. Ok

NOTE:
Be less sceptical about things around me
Be less pessimistic
Forgive and forget

I'm a pessimistic bitch living in this bloody fugly world

Lalala....

2004-12-06T17:24:00.000-08:00

Lalala...
I'm going insane
Insaneness got the best of me

Technology... Rahness It sucks can never beat humans.. Well if we werent here there too would not be technology so ya..

I hate my computer.. So laggish, slow and completely fished up.. sadness... Finshed making the blog for cell.. I love it to bits.. Thanks to me... See you can always count on a darling called jessica.. Ah wells...

I also loaded the pics from yesterday so ya cell members brace yrselfs..

Hurr Hurr

2004-12-01T23:55:00.000-08:00
Hurr Hurr..
OMG!!
Laugh out loud..
Hurr Hurr...

Heyhey! Had tuition with Cordy just now.. Yupp hahax got the hang of remainder and factor theorem liao.. wheee so happy.. As i mean it's like FINALLY yupp yupp... Wheee THANK YOU CORDY!! Hahax..

Yaya... Did remainder and factor theorem from 12-3 then after that we walked to simpang bedok and ate prata and roti john.. hahax.. Then we went into the scary lift and damn the bloody lizard is still there.. Ewwie so gross can.. Yuckz.. I hate all creepy crawlies.. Hahax.. While we were walking to simpang bedok dont know why in the world did my bleeding slippers make so much squeaky sound.. Rah so irritating.. hahax.. But then ya what to do.. Then only after we reached simpang bedok then we realized that we could have taken bus 9 or 12.. Ay.. hahax...

I think the prata there rocks whee whee.. hahax... Then while we were eating halfway there was this stupid lizard there... Rah made me lose my appitate sadness... Hmmx... But the milo dinosaur thingy is nice... yummilicious...

Hahax.. Then after that we decided to take a nice long walk to burn off our newly added fat so we walked to the man fatt lam temple there then went to have a *nice* walk inside there... But yupp we got lost... hahax... Walked into dead ends and stuff for ermx.. like 50mins.. yupp.. shakes head shakes head... Ay but it was fun but it was also SO hot.. Yaya... Then the sky looked as if it was threatening to rain.. But thank you LORD it didnt..

Yayness... Singapore Idol rocks... I voted for TAUFIK and yesh HE WON HE WON!! Wheee yay my vote counted... hahax... Saw Nadia, Aretha, Amanda and Natasha on tv.. Hahax... Hui Xun, Lynette and Joel were there too... hahax.. Wheeeee taufik rawkz..

Soberish-

2004-11-30T03:04:00.000-08:00

Soberish-
Wah'
Tear...
Wheeee........

Heyhey.. Ay today was my spex tournament match thingy yupp... hahax... well let's say that it was just bad and ya hmmx... how do I exactly put this ya it was very bad.. Very as it very very bad so ya... hahax... I'm sure you get the idea but ay.. I should think positively and just say that it was a great learning experience for me... honest

Hahax... Played against this girl called leong jia li.. Yupp she's the top seed younger sister so ya... Can say that she's quite good.. hahax... lost to her.. Roar so pai seh imagine losing to one 12 year old kid but ya that happened to me.. Hmmx ay but in my defence she has more tennis experience than me so ya hmmx... does that count?? hahax..

Yayness Eunice won her match against lynette yupp i knew she could do it.. hahax... wheeee... You go girl do us proud k... wheee... love ya gal!!

Hmmx... Xinyi they all asked me to go for a picnic with them tomorrow.. hmmx... should i go??? Ay hopefully it would not rain so ya... Please dont rain... yayax... please dont..

lalala..

2004-11-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

lalala...
I'm at home...
yupp
so good...
didnt go out today...
wheee...

hahax... had math tuition in the morning... wahahax... it was horrible... ya... as you know it's lyk ermx math so ya it's lyk never nice so ya.. hahax.. get it get it.. owells never mind.. roar.. i'm wondering why that bitch is angry at me.. hmmx.. i didnt do anything to her.. ah wells she's wierd.. shakes head shakes head..

Hmmx.. uncle thomas was here just now.. spent like dunno how long on the comp just now to help him to get his licence.. hmmx.. the bitches on the phone were horrible.. impolite asses must get fired then they'll know..

Hmmx.. cheney wants us to go out tonight.. do what. hmmx.. if i'm not wrong it's to watch the polar express ay.. should i go?? hmmx must srsly think about it..

Didnt go to sentosa today.. ay i hope everyone's not mad at me for not going so ya sorry cheney, sorry edmund, sorry jonathan ong and sorry cordy.. there i apologized so ya hope you're kewl.. hahax.. i'm so lame..

Ay tonight there's the prayer walk thingy should i go.. cheney and edmund and jonathan might be goin.. ay.. should i go?? they asked me roar.. eh but i thought you guys going for movie.. huh?? gosh i havent a clue.. call me when ya'll confirm k..

Gosh i think i'm starting to like this particular someone.. gosh izzit love, lust or infatuation.. hahax.. nah.. i'm suppose to remain single and unavailable for quite a while so no cant have such thoughts.. hahax.. ah wells hmmx.. but maybe i'll call him tonight than we can talk something like yesterday or more like this morning again.. hahax.. i'm retarded..

Ah hack...
Dont actually think i like him..
Just a friend..
Volleyball is fun..

Salute to 2/5 '04

2004-11-26T02:08:00.000-08:00
We love 2/5
Yes we do
O 2/5..
We love you..

Indeed 2/5 '04 was a year to remember, the class got closer in 2/5 '04 it was the class to be in.. I can never forget the day when we the dnt girls got into trouble and everyone volunteered to do detention with all of us.. Lizzie's mother also came to get our back and we managed to get out of trouble.. I remember the times where we'll laugh together when our teachers make a fool of themselves like teo sock woon and her glue on her butt.. Where we really showed our class true team-spirit in the game match between 2/7.. Where we all got punished together at times when karib came and that time when we all got asked to see mrs sng when that box of biscuits dropped down.. At times we got to see each other scream in fear like all those time when there were insects in our class.. At times we could see each other at our worst times.. 2/5 '04 is really a class which will always be kept dear in my heart.. All our times which we had laughing, joking, screaming, crying it will always be a part of me.. I love you guys from 2/5 '04 thanks for making 2004 a special and memorable year in katong convent for me.. muackxz~*

In random order: Fang Xia, Nicole Chua, Kimberly, Hemal, Marianne, Dawn, Charlotte, Stephanie, Nuriyanah, Gisella, Pearlyn, Dian, Charmaine, Tracy, Dinie, Faye, Rannessa, Yi Quan, Evande, Xinyi, Jessica, Fadilah, Meida, Carolyn, Trixia, Gillian, Nanda, Hui Yee, Madeline, Jing Hui, Nicole Tan, Ghislaine, Elizabeth, Sylvia, Shi Yu, Sueann, Gabrina, Samantha, Ameleena, Maria, Fiona, Karishma..

I love you guys~*

'Someday

2004-11-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

Some day
When we are wiser
When the world's older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday
Life would be fairer
Need will be rarer
Greed will not pay
Good speed
This bright millennium
On its way
Let it come
Someday

Some day
Our fight will be won then
We'll stand in the sun then
That bright afternoon
Till then
On days when the sun is gone
We'll hang on
Wish upon the moon

These are some days dark and bitter
Seems we haven't got a prayer
But a prayer for someday better
Is the only one we share

Someday
When we are wiser
When the world's older
When we have learned
I pray
Someday we may yet live
To live and let live
Someday
Life will be fairer
Need will be rarer
Greed will not pay
Good speed
This bright millenium
Let it come
Wish upon the moon
One day
Someday
Soon....

Boredom...

2004-11-26T01:26:00.000-08:00

1. schools you have attended: fcbc kindergarden thingy, kcp, kc
2. what is the wall paper on your cellphone: baby taz
3. did you get enough sleep last night: nopez
4. first thing you thought about when you woke up: let's get back to sleep.
5. what do you have handy by your bedside: night light
6. ever tried to skip meals: yupp
7. grilled or fried: i'm cool with both
8. what makes you unique to other people: i have a mind of my own
9. what advice would you give yourself today: get a life
10. given a chance to go on national teevee, would you go: yupp and i'll be famous... wheee..
11. if you could have one household appliance who has a mind of its own to follow your ideas.. which would you choose: i dunno the computer??
12. are you afraid of the dark: yupp cant deny it
13. favourite hangout: the tennis court
14. what is your best pickup line: hello..
15. three things you cant live without: my phone! money and clothes
16. most recent movie you watched: the incredibles
17. invisible for a day, what would you do: Ermx.. I dunno..
18. given three wishes.. what would they be: that we all wil go to heaven, rich and famous
19. stuck on a desert island & could have only one kind of food for the rest of your life: Hmmx.. western food
20. favourite teevee commercial: ermx... i havent a clue
21. if you're gonna die tomorrow, what would you be doing now: i'll be partying wid my friends
22. first thing you'll save in a fire: ermx... my house?? argh i dunno tell u wen i'm in a fire
23. your eye colour: brownishy black
24. what are the things you always carry: wallet, handphone.
25. showbiz or politics: showbiz.
26. what did you want to be when you were a kid: a singer.. bleahxz
27. what do you do when the clock strikes 7am: shut it off and go back to sleep grinx
28. the colour of your bedsheet: white with flowers
29. give one favourite song: he lives in you - tina turner
30. where were you at first kiss: never been kiss hahax....
31. who do you want to meet today: roger federer... yummilicious
32. when was the last time you kissed your mom: when i was younger.. argh i cant remember

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2004-11-17T17:12:00.000-08:00
Lalala...
Wheeee....
BOuncey bouncey
BOUNCE!!

Heyheyx... Today's a boring day... Watched vcds until i'm sick of movies... so ya... sigh mabbe i should go gymming or something liddat.. sigh new yr's resolution lose weight and grow taller... hmmx can that happen... sigh..

Hmmx i wanna join a dance class... yesh i need to work on body movements so ya... I shall join a dance class on hmmx... hip hop?? ya perhaps hip hop it seems fun so yupp i shall join hip hop dance class now... where to register...

lalala

2004-11-16T20:23:00.000-08:00
Wahahax...
Shakes head...
Shakes head...

Slept with Joy last night hahax... so cute found out something new about joy and that is once you put her on the bed she would just fall asleep and will not disturb you at all... wheee... Now that's something new.. wahahax... Amazingly i slept quite soundly did not wake up once... so ya that's a good thing right.. Even though after that bloody show..

Ah wells bought a new bible today it's this fantasic italian duo tone bible... so nice... so classy hahax... I love it to bits.. wheee.. I recommend all of you to buy bibles and cds from eastpoint mall christain bookshop as the stuff sold there are to the max nice.. Cant find from other places... so ya...

Tonight's the last episode of the champions hahax... must watch must watch.. hahax.. ok so i'm normal as jon, noel and cordy said that theycould not quite sleep.. ok hmmx.. eh no jon could sleep hahax... dunno bout cheney though.. wahahax..

Anywayz gotta go..

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2004-11-15T23:49:00.000-08:00
Today was fun...
Seriously it was fun...
Hahax...
But kinda freakee too...

Played tennis with noel, cordy and cheney today.. Yaya... SO fun right... But I was so shagged so I could not bother running so much.. hahax.. So I just sat on the white thingy and tanned myself until I got colour blind and saw everything bluish in color... Hahax... Yupp that was bad alright.. Sort of freaked out bout it but hack.. Took photos using cheney's camera.. I love it so nice can.. Hmmx must change phone soon.. Ay but I dun wanna lose all my ringtones.. Love them too much.. hahax...

Then after that cheney and cordy went swimming and guess what i did.. I went sun tanning again.. Yes.. I love my new tan it's to the max.. hahax.. But i wanna get a darker shade soon something more caramelly ya... That would be much much much nicer... Hmmx.. Mabbe I should use bronzer or something like that but it aint worth it izzit.. Or perhaps i should go for a faux spray or somrthing like that... Ay hmmx... Shall think about it..

After that we ate maggi mee... Hahax... retarded right... Ah wells but it was nice as we did not eat dinner nor did we eat breakfast... hahax.. so ya i tasted yummilicious... Then after that we went to play monopoly... yaya... it was so fun at first jon ong was like the richest but at the end of the game he owed cheney $600, cordy $100+ and me $200 hahax... So funny.. Then on the way to the bus stop we all were talking crap then no idea how in the world did jon end up laughing till he was lying on the floor.. hahax...

We went to tampines mall to watch a movie.. Sigh... Did not go and watch the incredibles but ended up watching shutter instead... Before the movie we all went to fair price and bought loads of biscuits hahax.. I miss all those old time kids biscuits... so yummy..

I think shutter sucks... hahax... It was so bloody scary I only watched like i think 10 minutes of the show hahax... yaya... I'm a sucker for such shows.. I will never ever watch any horror film from now on.. Sigh... Cant sleep.. Rah...

Wheeeeeeeee................

2004-11-13T12:16:00.000-08:00
Heyheyx..
Hmmx..
Didnt blog yesterday...
So...
I shall blog bout what I did yesterday today...
Hmmx...
Makes sense???
Ay...
Never mind..

Kkz... Today mom took leave sigh couldnt go out with Xinyi, Tracy, Ian and Josh ay.. So sad... So sorry guyx.. Seriously sorry... Hmmx never mind I shall go out with ya'll some other day... Yupp I will.. hahax... So ya hopefully will see you guys soon..

Anywayz... I went to orchard today, yupp again I know hmmx... But hack it was super fun wheeee.... I bought yet another pants again... WooHoo... So happening right.. Yupp I bought it from mango but here's e sad part it costs $89 so ya... A big hole in make wallet considering that this is like the 3rd pants which I bought this week... Wahahax... But still it is reallie nice... As in seriously nice... I also got this butterfly mango shirt which rawkz... Yupp I totallie love it k.. It's super nice.. Matches my pants..

Oh yaz... And the best part is that I went for a pedicure... Yesh I did.. OMG pedicures rawk man.. So nice... Yesh I went to Voxy nail potion and got my nails done in merciful... In other words I got them painted black.. So nice right.. Yesh and in order to get my nails done i needed to get slippers as shoes wil smudge them so yupp I bought this pair of blue rip curl girl slippers..

Ah wellx... I just think that my day rawkz... With all the shopping and stuff totally funky... Wheee... To the max man... Wahahax..

Anywayz...
Gotta go..

#$@%&

2004-11-10T17:35:00.000-08:00
Wahahax...
Shakes head...
Shakes head...
Rolls eyes ...
Rolls eyes.....

I think some people are wierd, seriously wierd.. They can bitch about someone one minute and smile and talk sickeningly sweet at them later... I totally hate this kind of people and sadly it's hard to believe that someone whom I thought was quite nice is one of them.. Kinda sad as I thought she was the only one whom we all have not come into any complications before but now I'm even having second thoughts on inviting her to the next gathering which I have as I mean why the hell should I care anymore.. Hmmx.. Should have never even given myself a chance to find out more about her in the first place...

Ah wells.. Maybe I can just forget all this and put it to past... Hmmx.. But thinking about it I dont think she is worthwhile.. She thinks that she has like the motherload of friendsbut let me tell you gal... YOU ARE WRONG.. I was talking to some people about you and let me tell you this you might think that they are your *true* friends but honestly speaking they cant stand you, they do not know what the hell to talk to you about, some dont even wanna go out with you.... So ya I only have one thing you say this is the real world you are not living in some fairytale land which you read about in your stupid books... Not everything goes your way, you either have it this way or you dont have it at all... Think about it..

Anywayz... Went to watch cellular with that babe ellice... OMG cellular rocks... It's bloody kewl and I totally love it.. Two thumbs way way way high up.. So exiciting the show... Hmmx.. I'm really starting to get to know ellice more and hell she's bloody nice.. Why didnt I get to know her earlier in the year.. It would have been hella fun.. Charlotte aint bad too... Actually she's really nice when you get to know her better... Hmmx... Must find one day and go out watch movie with them o ya... and must take neoprints too.... Wheeeeeeeeee and like I said before we'll be one big happy family... Eh Ellice get her to watch incredibles with us k..

Anywayz...
Gotta blast

ROAR!!

2004-11-09T16:36:00.000-08:00
ROAR!!
I'm so pissed
SO superbly pissed........
ARGH!!!

Anywayz.. I know I havent blogged for like ermx.. 10 000 years so ya... whatever... happy to see but blahx.. I'm in such a suckilicious mood right now... Oh my fuck... Roar.... Shit I so need to cool down... Damn that bloody bitch... Argh... I hate her.....

Gosh today was suppose to be a happy day, a day where I can go out and enjoy myself and happily go and watch cellular with my friends and not get interuppted or any type of shit... A day which I can FINALLY go and enjoy myself... But hell It's all ruined because of that fuck shit and it totally spoiled my happy day!!!!!!!!!!! And who the hell is that fuck shit that woman is my MOM!!!!!!!!!!

K first ms michelle messaged me saying that she was sick, so I went to call dad and he said that I can go so I told my friends that it was still on and all of a sudden that fuck shit just called and said that it's very dangerous and that I might get lost or something like that huang na who ever she is and that I CANT GO!!!!!!

Roar fuck I hate her........ Spoil my mood and embarrass me in front of my friends and what next thing you know she would say that what i cant play tennis cause i'm going to die... I mean please get a life for fuck's sake.. This is like the year 2004 and hell i'm not like a kid.. So fuck you.. Or hell mabbe someone should totally lock her up... I mean where the hell did propaganda go!!! Holy Shit man..

Anywayz... Since I'm like NOT allowed to leave the house today... Let's hope that that fuck shit would let me go watch bride and prejudice tomorrow... OR better still she owes me a life so we ought to give me more money so that I can like get myself a digital camera and a whole lot of clothes...

ARGH!!
I so gotta cool down

Tear...

2004-11-09T01:37:00.000-08:00

Gosh I so wanna cry...

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And i keep thinking of that night in june
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la,
we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
can we make it somehow?
I guess i thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when i leave this town
I keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

2004-09-22T18:10:00.000-07:00
Yayness!!
I passed my math!!
Woohoo!!
So happie!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeee....

So literally happiee... Passed my math... Yay!! after so long I finally managed to pass my math... Yupp you heard that right... I passed my math!! So ya... SO sorrie if I sound so hyper... Well actually I'm not sorrie at all as I passed my math!! I passed my math!! I passed my math!! YAY!!

The bestest best part was that after the stupid home econs cooking... Will talk bout that later... I met Ooi Kok Leng... Then she was like I thought about it and you are right after all and so she gave me one extra mark... YAY!! hahax... Oh I love you Mrs Ooi.. Hahax... Just for what you did for me... So ya... hahax...

Message Cordy just now to tell her that I passed... hahax... she so cute as was like see told you maths was friendly and nice... hahax.. then after that went to tell me about her dental appointment and that the dentist was nice... hahax... kewl I also just went to the dentist but sadly the dentist sucked... poked my gums till they hurt like mad... hmmx... but not sure whether they bled... sigh... I feel so hurt... sob..

Home economics was crap.. hahax... dunno why moe is even bothered for us to learn it... The sewing was rubbish as i mean hulloee.. Everyone in the world knows that Jessica can never sew... I'm a non-sewer!! yupp... sigh... But for my file i'm sewing butterflies... yay... butterflies are cute...

The cooking was yuck... I think i mixed cooked food with uncooked food... dortx... Am i going to suffer from food poisoning... hmmx... sigh... And then the worst part was that i used beef... Argh.. Can indians eat beef... Hmmx... I dunno mrs shah did not try mine when i told her that mine contained beef... dortx... hopefully i can like still pass and do well... yaya...

Well we're still ignoring each other i mean...Sigh what's new... yaya... so heck anywayz... As i totallie do not care... yupp yupp... I do not care... So ya you can call me cold-blooded but i mean me not bothering about someone else is my problem and not yours... yupp..

Ordered my apparels already... Yayness.... sigh but hopefully dad would not scold as i counted how much would they cost they turns out that they would cost about more then $200 bucks... sigh... I'm gonna be so shitted again... But who cares... He said that i could go and order... So ya... That's a yes... Right??

Well
Gotta blast...
Remember...
You know you love me...
And I love you too...
Muackz~*
Bye...
*waves*

wtf!

2004-09-18T21:31:00.000-07:00
Wtf!!
Fish larhz...
Blardy pissed!!

Wtf.. How the hell did she managed to guess the twep thing... Dortx... It was supposed to be like what we said unpenetratable.. so how the hell did she managed to guess it... And why the fuck would she actually be bothered to read my blog... ARGH!! Caught in the middle of a very irritating deliemma....

Ok let's set this straight first.. You reallie should listen to the comments that people around you make i mean face it every one has their flaws but it only takes friends to actually point them out to you... We warned you many times to change your ways but you did not listen.. And i mean face it you also hated ALOT of people back then and now because of their flaws... So ya, that was one of the main reasons why we started to dislike you.. Because of your attitude..

You have seriously one of the worst attitudes I have ever came across with... As you would just scold people just like that... I mean you dont even know most of those which you actually insulted well at all.. So why comment about them... And secondly you said that what i said was one of the meanest things... Fine then what about those which you said about me before... I mean i know you have insulted me too as i read your blog.. So face it, you cant just say about that what i'm doing is mean cause I know that you've done much worst then me before... So like I have said please try and change your attitude!!

Well today speech and drama was reallie nice i found out that if i'm not wrong i have the highest in class... hahax.. int that cool or int that cool... hahax... so satisfying... then i heard that ms joyce will not be teaching us anymore... wheee so happie... as seriously i hate her... wahahax...

Well then i had this new math teacher... not bad not bad at all just that she can get rather aggressive at times especially when she is doing maths questions... hahax... and i realized that she has this habit of biting her thumb.. hahax... gross lorhz... that is like so kiddy like... wahahax...

Well also went to try on my adidas apparels.. wahahax... i love them to bits... hahax... gonna order from coach richard.. yayness!!

Today tennis rawked... hahax... was ripping the balls like mad.. total madness today.. but oh so fun... yupp yupp!! So cool... Fee, Faye and Eunice all say that I got improve yay!!.. Even coach said so.. yupp yupp so happie!!!!!!! I love tennis... Tennis rawkx

Wahahax...
Anywayz...
Gotta go..
yupp yupp
buaiz!!
muackz~*

lalala

2004-09-17T17:52:00.000-07:00
[-lalala-]
welcome to my blog...
whee whee whee...
yupp yupp...
hahax...
dortx...

Today school was not bad... hmmmx quite fun larhz... but not exactly say very fun but still it was hmmx... how do you say quite fun larhz... hahax... not say quite as i very but as in average... oh well.. you get the idea right... hahax...

Today during pe we walked to east coast park... and while walking we were doing nothing but gossiping about twep.. yupp yupp... didnt know that all of her bad points can last for like a more than a 1 hour of gossiping and it was still not enought... hahax... need more pe time... wahahax.... =p

Then the number which tracy gave to xinyi if im not wrong it is fake as it was a minah who messaged xinyi back... i mean ermx... stylo is definitely not the type who would be so mean as to say not to msg back and talk in malay... dortx... gosh it's reallie very complicated... ah well... all's fair in love and war and this is sort of like war... hahax...

Then after school twep was daoing us... fuck her larhz... so irritating... I totallie think that she wants us to go and talk to her but fuck her larhz... do i look like i so bloody care about her... she is just a pathetic, back-stabbing, not worth frending twep... I HATE HER!!... Gosh, if only she would just change abit, i might like her back again... But not now!! dortx man...

After school we went to tm and took the motherload of neoprints... felt quite good after taking them as i love taking pictures snap snap snap.. gosh i sound kind of bimbotic... hahax... but photo-taking is reallie fun hahax... but the place was so damn bloody crowded that i actually got reallie pissed with this group of losers in front of us... if i was not in my school uniform buy would they have gotten it from me... but hack... the photos rawk!!

Anywayz...
Gotta go...
Muackz!!
[-ilu-]

arloeee.....

2004-09-16T16:22:00.000-07:00
Oh you're here..
That's so sweet
I didnt know u bothered to read my blog..
Oh fuck...
But do your thing and tag..
Yupp!!!

Whee... Today in school dunno why we dao her oso.. hahax... sigh... things are reallie getting very complicated especially now... She has such a bad attitude that everyone now hates her to the core... Please get the hint and change... It would do you the others around you good so ya please please please change!!

Today we had a chinese composition test and it was not that bad... hahax... tried to write chimly but that did not work so yeah sigh!!... argh!! But still it beats lessons... then during spelling i forgot to write some words and i failed argh... could have passed quite well... sob!!

The first 4 periods were utter yayness.. very fun... did nothing but gossip about you know who and slack and slack and slack... wheee... it was utter yayness... super fun fun fun!! hahax... dortx i'm crap... Then ma fren msg stylo but she didnt reply... oh so sad.... sigh... hopefully she'll reply sooner or later...

Bi is now making this funky mama blog for e three of us... yay!! so nice... it's reallie nice... gotta go check it out... yupp yupp i love it to the max... wheee.... and oso so happie as chiobu helping me to scan my pics... yayness ya... so yupp probably gonna change pic again... wahahax... wheeeeeee....

Well gotta blast man...
Ciao

heyheyx...

2004-09-15T17:33:00.000-07:00
Heya..
Dortx man..
Sigh...

Today I did not know that we were not cooking, so i brought all my ingredients... Then fuck I then realized that we were not cooking today... fuck fuck fuck... Gosh no one told me... Or did they but I was paying them no attention... Dortx...

Today lesson was like average, cant say that it was realy nice... Just average, no more no less.. hahax... But still math and chinese will alwayz suck in my eyes... wahahax... sorrie pal, but that's just me...

Sigh, my friend is starting to irritate me, the more i see her face the more i'm starting to hate her.. dortx... what's wrong with me... but still, it's partially her fault as she has this horrible attitude which I HATE!!

Anywayz...
I wanna go check out clothes...
So ya...
Ciao

Heyheyx...

2004-09-10T09:21:00.000-07:00
Heyheyx...
Yupp yupp...
I'm back..
Hahax...
Dortxz...

Havent blogged for like ten thousand years so ya.. hahax.. All those who are wondering why I havent blogged for like so long it's because it's been so sluggish lately... hahax... thanx to my fucking mom and my irritating dad...

Well went to watch cinderalla story yesterday... hahax... loved the show to bits... Chad is just so bloody shuai... I love his eyes... Gosh if only my future stead has those type of eyes... So mesmorising... hahax... That would be nice... So yupp all those with nice eyes come mesmorise me!!... hahax...

Well I also quit molin... Yay!! SO happie... Finallie it's all over... Sigh but I'm gonna miss Roxanne to bits... hahax... Never mind... If you're reading my blog... We can alwayz meet up ya... And remember... WILD WILD WET... hahax... Supposed to go there like long time ago for a nice deep tan... hahax... But alwayz end up cancel... sigh...

Anywayz... gotta go...
Buaiz..

wahahax

2004-09-05T22:19:00.000-07:00
Heyhey...
Whee...
SOS

Yesterday's party rawked... Had so much fun... But reallie hope that cordy and cheney and jon ong didnt feel extra... But thanx every1 for e lovely presents

SOS rawked... hahax... mel could not come... Managed to drag xinyi to come... hahax... super funny as she was like eh ask cordy where she buy her pants... hahax... in the end she asked her herself... dortx..

Hahax... Fuck supposed to save seats for jon ong and his frenz... But in the end when reach no seats liao... Die... I think his momma is angry with me... ARGH!!... That's bad... If you're reading this please forgive me...

Hahax... I think cordy's fren which she brought is super chio lorhz... hahax... but one thing she didnt introduce who she is so I dunno her... hahax... But i reallie like her jacket... hahax... so nice and lime greenish...

Anywayz...
Gotta go...
Buaiz..

heyheyx...

2004-09-03T17:50:00.000-07:00
heyheyx...
hahax...
dortx...

School was kinda fun today... We went to east coast park during pe today... Reallie fun... Was talking crap like fuck today... kinda nice... In a sense... hahax... Then we did yoga on the beach... hahax... looked like a bunch of spastic idiots.. But it was nice... A bunch of army guyz walked past and boy did they stink... I mean they were totallie polluting my air... dortxz...

Then i swapped seats with lizzie today... SO i sat with fiona... Reallie fun... Was talking cock the whole 5 periods after recess... Very nice... Hmmx... Might do so again... Hahax... You wouldnt know..

SO happie tomorrow is my birthday partie... And yay... Most people can come... wahahax... Hope cordy would not feel extra... hahax... dorts... As she is going to be like ermx... THE OLDEST... hahax... Then also hope that cheney and j ong would not feel extra as this year there will not be as much guys as last year...

Sort of gotten over what had happened yesterday.. So please dont remind me about it.... Trying to forget about it by not thinking about it anymore... Thanx cordy and fiona for helping me yesterday... love yaz... muacks...

Gotta go...
ciao...

Arlowx....

2004-09-02T22:52:00.000-07:00
Hey..
So pissed today...

Heyx... Just heard that Aunty Vanessa had a miscarriage... Dortx... So sad... And I think that it's totallie my fault... Feeling reallie awful now... A miscarriage on my birthday.. Haiz... She shouldn't have bothered about getting me a persent and sending it to my house... She should have just stayed at home like the doc said so.. Haiz..

Too depressed to blog..

Heyx..

2004-09-01T20:43:00.000-07:00
Whoohoo!!
Today's my birthday!!
Happie Birthday to me!!
Hahax...
Dortxz...

Today.. Is finallie the day of my birthday... Any idea how very the happpie I am... Presents... yupp yupp... I love presents...

But the sad part of today was that I had speech and drama exam today.. Yeah... Dortx... But it went kinda all right... Not bad... Not bad at all... Just reallie hope that I will not fail... hahax... touch wood... Yeah... Got this reallie nice silver earrings from mom... dortx... hmmx... shall wear it later...

Anywayz...
Reallie lazy to write..

Yay!! We came in 2nd!!

2004-08-31T17:38:00.000-07:00
WHEEE!!!!!!!
Gosh!!!
Blardy happie...
We are 2nd...

Yupp yupp today was teacher's cum dancethon day... The day which we have been waiting for like 10000 years for is finally here... Woot!! Hahax... Was so blardy happie today... Wahahax... Gosh I still havent recovered...

Before the dancethon thingy... We had this wierd aerobics thing... Yupp... It was wierd.. Super moronic as we looked like a bunch of jumping idiots... Hahax... But still it was kind of kewl... The 2 aerobics instructors had like these reallie broad shoulders so I thought they looked abit the off... But still they were blardy fit... I think... hahax.. got to be anywayz..

Then finally dancethon came... It was in the hall... Then after aerobics.. We were all sweaty and stuff and we needed to sit like squashed together in the hall... Totallie awful... Then I kept on thinking that my shirt stinks... Hahax... Thank God I brought deodorant today!!... Yupp yupp... Thank God!!

All the dances were reallie nice... Especially the sec 3 and the sec 2s... The sec 1s arhz... They reallie need to work harder as not all the classes were like VERY good... But I reallie like 1/7 and 1/3... Job well done.. I also have to say that sec 2/7 was reallie good... Reallie reallie good and I seriously mean it... Hahax... But sec 2/5 was like the best... hahax... kiez.. I know I'm bias.. But what to do I love my class...

To our amazment we came in like 2nd today... SECOND PLACE!!! WOOHOO!!... dortxz.. We recieved this reallie nice medal... yupp yupp i totallie love it... So gonna miss sec 2/5 at the end of the year when we split... sob... *takes out tissue*

Then I lost all the teacher's day present... ARGH!! SO pissed... Only to find out that I left them at the foyer... dortx... Gotta collect them on thursday... sigh...

Evande gave me this reallie nice burfdae prezzie... It's like this happie house thing... and I totallie love happie house... Thanx Evande... Rock on babe... Love you... MUACKZ!!

Anywayz... Gotta go practice my speech and drama...
dortxz..

Sorry...

2004-08-27T22:30:00.000-07:00
Hey everyone..

Sorry to all those whom I have said something bad to you..

Didnt mean them...

Please dont take them to heart..

So sorrie..

sup ya'll

2004-08-26T16:05:00.000-07:00
Heyhey
sup ya'll
school sucks..
As usual..

Today was practicing dancethon like mad... Literally like mad... Dance for like 5 hours plus today.. hahax... Sweated alot so perharps I think I hopefully lost some weight!! Wahahax.. Anything is worth it if losing weight is included in it... Wahahax... People say I'm not fat but I think I'm fat... But well... I think every girl in the world thinks that way... If I'm not wrong or am I the only one... Hmmx... *thinks*

Then while we were practicing after school... This blardy fucking bitch ok I wont say her name as her name is not worth me wasting my time to say it so I'll just call her R... She am her friends S and D they were mocking at us and making fun of our dance steps... I mean screw you can... Your dance steps are like fuck and your song is like argh!! So 2000 can... So childish and your steps are pathetic.. I mean it's supposed to be aerobics and what is yours... Some pathetic dance steps for a children's TV show!!??? I mean U.G.L.Y is so retarded can...

At least we DID NOT copy their dance steps I mean who needs their pathetic loser crap to actually win the competition as theirs like I said is just WAY too pathetic... As come on there is only like this much of steps in the world so some will be sure to overlap.. And come on yours is baby pop of shall I say kiddy song... Ours is Rock... Teenage Superstar yeah baby... So screw you all!!

Anywayz... Let's get to the reallie exciting and fun part!! AUNTY VANESSA IS PREGNANT!! Woohoo!! Aint that so funky I mean so far none of my friends has been pregnant before so this is realli something new and exciting... yuppz can hardly wait.. Or mabbe that's because my friends are aged between reallie young to about 20 30+ hmmx... wadeva.. hahax... But I think that this is reallie kewl and it is like I said so exciting

Anywayz... gotta run...
Coach's coming early today...
Ciao...

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2004-08-17T17:24:00.000-07:00
OMG!!
I'm just so bloody happy
Never been happier!!
Woohoo!!

Yesh finally after waiting for SO damn bloody long our CA has finally ended... Hahax... That is why I am finally using the computer as during CA parents did not allow... Wahahax... Screw them for that but who cares as Goodbye sluggish life... Hello civilisation.... Woot!! Just so bloody happy to finally be back to normal!!

Well yesterday we got back our chinese and math papers... Well I knew it... Just when that ooi kok leng said that more than half the class failed.... I knew straiht away that I was one of those few who had failed... Damn... I did studied hard for it... But gosh... Perharps not hard enough... Sigh... Got to buck up ya... Anw... I got 13/30 fuck...

But who cares as I did bloody well for my chinese achieved a very nice 36/50... Woot Rock on .... I totally love my marks... Well only for chinese... As I'm totallie hopeful that my parents would get for me that lovely mango skirt and shirt... Hahax... Gosh... I love Mango... My cupboard is FULL of it... Hahax... Love them to bits and bits and bits.... Muackz... I love mango... Mango rulz!!!

Well anywayz... Went tm today... Took some nice neos... But I hated the machine... So low class man... The photos were ugly but we were damn chio... hahax... so bhb... I know... But who cares... Cant wait for sentosa... Hopefully dad will allow me to go...

Anywayz... Gotta zao...
Byebye...

BMW

2004-08-05T17:15:00.000-07:00
Woohoo!
It's BMW!!
Book and music week!!
Sadly it is cum science week too...

Yesh!! Book and Music week just started yesterday... And it totallie rawkz... As there will be no curriculum time from th 4th of August to the 5th... Then on 6th is national day celebration and 7th to the 10th there will be no school at all cause it is the holidays!! YippeeX.. Gosh! Thank God for Book and Music week... But sadly this time it is cum science week... But hey I already have no lessons so who cares!! hahax...

Yesterday BMW kicked off with 2 fantastic dances entitled sakalaka baby and me against the music.. We also had this reallie boring talk about innovation and entreperneurship by this associate professor Lee Chee Wee... Who ever is he... But anywayz... It sucked... hahax... Seriously it sucked.. The malay dance was just like average as I did not get it at all... Then all the experiments on science thingy was spastic as not eveyone could partcipate in it so yupz... It kinda sucked...

The worst part was our performance as not only did we sucked.. I needed to be miked up as I was the narrator so I had this mike on my face... Then halfway while I was reading the whole mike died on me and I ended up having to project my voice all the way... Gosh!! It was literally horrible and I do not think we will win at all...

Today... Was hmmX... Not that bad larhz... The talks were average just kind of chim... So did not quite get it... But I thought the sec 1 recital sucked... It was horrible.. It did not make any sense and yupz... It sucked... hahax...

Anwayz... Gotta run...
Got tennis laterx...
Buh

Yoz!

2004-07-22T17:02:00.000-07:00
Heyhey...
I'm so bored...
Sigh!

Heyhey... Sup ya'll Nothing to do... Sigh... Today school was like chao slack... First four periods all we did was watch Finding Nemo... Hahax... Gosh I have watched like like a gazillion of times... Gosh... Hahax... But hack... Finding Nemo rawkz... Thus I totallie love it... Even though I can like totallie predict what will happen next... hahax... What to do... I just love cartoons too much... Yupz... Cartoons rulz... wahaha...

Then chinese was sucky... But kind of ok... Was practically falling asleep at the back of the class... Reallie boring... Math was rubbish... Just spent 1hour doing 1 pathetic graph problem... hahax... Yupz... But it was kind of kewl as we just wasted our math periods away... And that totallie rawked... Woot!! English was as usual... Boring... Cant totallie stand Ms Wong's voice... So squeaky so high pitched and some more she talks so fast... So irritating... It is driving me nuts!!! Argh!!

Well I managed to get this poem and I think it totallie rawked so here it goes:

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways...

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, When feeling out of sight.
For the ends of being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday is.
Most quiet need, by sun and candle light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use.
In my old griefs and my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath.
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- And if God cloose,
I shall but love thee better after death!

-Elizabeth Barett Browning-

Love that poem to bits... hahax... Anywayz... Gotta run... Got tennis later... YippeeX... haha...
Buaiz...

heya

2004-07-20T17:17:00.000-07:00
Heyhey...
So sorrie...
I know I have not blogged for quite a while..
So yupz...
hahaX....
wadeva...

Hahax... School totallie sucked today... I reallie hated it as we had this reallie retarded racial harmony thingy and i mean... screw racial harmony i dont give a damn about it... Plus the worst part is that we needed to listen to two spastic speeches one on buddistism and the other about islamic... I mean I dont care about it at all as they are not my religion so why in the world should I actually care!!!

Sigh! But the only good part about it I guess was that we got to miss chinese... Hahax... Thank God as I did not study my spelling and math which was also good as we did not have to listen to this retarded squeaky voice... I totallie hate it especially her *hello girls...* It totallie sends shivers down my spine...

Haiz... Like fuck can... Tomorrow got the stupid home economics practical then also need to make curry puffs for the racial harmony shitty food crap... ARGH!!! It's totallie driving me nuts... Totallie pissing me off... Cant stand the world it's just so irritating...

Fuck I hate my parents... So wish that they were not at home... Cant do anything fun, cant go swimming, play tennis or do any form of sports... I mean not even skip... Fuck... So wish that they were not at home... Sigh... Then my bloody dad... Promised to bring me play tennis but now he siad that he got meeting and that he is too tired to play... fuck... fuck.... fuck.... Somemore he go threathen to cancell my tennis... fuck sia...

Sigh.... I'm just so pissed... Then today Violet was rather quiet did not come to find tracy to beat up... Haiz... But I'm not going to interfere.. End up I get bashed up also... hahax... But honestly I dont think that Violet is actually like THAT bad... I heard that she can be quite nice also... hahaX...

Well I reallie like this song's lyrics... So yupz... Here it goes:

Fuck It(I dont want you back). Eamon

Whoa oh ohOoh hoohNo No No

[Verse 1:]See i dont, know why, i liked you so muchI gave you all, of my trustI told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drainYa put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel

[chorus:]Fuck what i said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jackFuck you, you hoe, i dont want you backFuck what i said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses it didnt mean jackFuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

[verse 2:]You thought, you couldKeep this shit from me, yeahYa burnt bitch, i heard the storyYa played me, ya even gave him headNow ya askin for me backYa just another hag, look elsewhereCuz ya done with meFuck what i said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses it didnt mean jackFuck you, you hoe, i dont want you backFuck what i said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses it didnt mean jackFuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Oh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahYa questioned, did i careYou could ask anyone, i even saidYa were my great oneNow its, over, but i truly mean im sadIt hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoeFuck what i said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses it didnt mean jackFuck you, you hoe, i dont want you backOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeahOh oh Oh ohUh hun yeah[Until the end]

HahaX... It looks so messy But Hack... I'm too lazy to edit it...
Sigh...
Wadeva...

Anywayz... Gotta run...
Ciao

Pissed

2004-06-29T17:05:00.000-07:00
Pissed...
Pissed...
PISSED!!!

Argh... I hate school I so miss the school holidays... Why in the world must they end so quickly... I am so starting to hate school... ARGH!! So much rubbish and takes so much patience just to put up with my teachers who are talking rubbish... Cannot take it anymore... And come to think of it... It is just to second day of school....!!!

Maths was boring... Chinese sucked... Literature was stupid... English was crap... Cannot believe that I must bring my big fat english file tomorrow... Waste of time and space and my strength to carry it... ARGH!!!

Then Miss Lau said that I must make my saturday free as I am chosen by her to go and watch to singapore youth festival with some of my friends... I mean... Who gives a damn about the youth festival... I want to happily enjoy my Saturday... Haiz... So pissed...

Better stop here...
Byez..

Fuck

2004-06-28T21:00:00.000-07:00
Fuck...
First day of school sucks...
Shit...

So I'm right... We got scolding from Mrs Kee today and trust me it totallie sucked .... Imagine... A 1 hour lecture from her and then she said that she felt very sorrie and dunno what shit larhz... Like fuck can... Just because of that fucking bastard who scolded those bunch of sec 2 for just making noise... Sia larhz... Then he wrote in the letter say that he oso can have fun and let his hair down... FUCK LARHZ... Who cares about that... You idiot spoil our school reputation onli...

Then on the first day got chinese composition to write and write about what... Write about that fucking bastard and what I thought about what he said and dunno what other rubbish... ARGH!! I'm totallie pissed off can..

Anywayz...
Better stop...
Ciao

Wheee!

2004-06-27T22:00:00.000-07:00
Heyheyhey...
Wahaha...
Insane!!

Today's Joy's burfdae... HahaX... Did not get her anything... But hey I was nice to her today... Hehe =P

Went for first service today and cordy was serving haha... Yupyupyup... Then today's message was like reallie nice as they showed a video on the noah's ark and I reallie enjoyed it alot... hahaX....

At cell it was rather ok larhz... Everyone was in a sort of like slackish mode today as school starts tomorrow isnt that like just so damn sad but yeah that is true... hahaX...

Then got the know Chelsie better and found out that she is reallie nice and actually she is reallie loud and can go on talking and talking... hahaX... Reallie fun...

HaiZ... School blues again tomorrow... Then for sure we are going to get big time scolding from Mrs Sng because of the concert thingy so yeah... Gotta be prepared for the worst... Haiz... end up tomorrow whole school detention... hahaX...

Well reallie sleepy...
Gotta go...
CiaoX...

Oh I'm so happie...

2004-06-26T23:45:00.000-07:00
Oh I'm so happie...
WahahaX...
Heheh..

Heyheyhey... Today was so great... I went to the mango sale and I bought like the motherload of stuff... Super funkie ritez... I bought like this skirt which used to cost like $65 for $33 and this reallie nice tank top which used to cost like $30 for like $19... Wahaha... Great buy huhX... Yupyupyup...

But the sad part is that all my other skirts which i bought from mango there are all on sale too... Wah... So sad... Aiyah... Should have like waited and bought them today... hahaX... But who cares as I got them all quite long ago..

At miracle service... Cordy was serving and for the first time she actually looks neat... hahaX... Except that her hair is still rather slavish... And Cheney got his braces too... HahaX...

Anywayz...
Gotta run...
Buh bye

Heyhey!

2004-06-24T18:00:00.000-07:00
Wheee
I finished all my homework
I one day!!
YAY!!

Woot I have finished all of my homework oh I amd so literally happie and I mean YIPPEE!!! SO happie lalala... Can hardly control my excitement wheee....

Just now I was listening to the cds which I bought yesterday and I seriously think that they kick ass as they sound so nice especially samba by bond... It is just so fantasic... And then My God by hillsongs is like WOW!! HahaX...

Well I will be going for my micro later... Gotta remove all of my blackheads, pimples and other stuff... HahaX... Ok.. I know I'm vain... But hey you got to look good to feel good... hahaX... So yupyupyup...

Anywayz..
Gotta run...
So for now...
Jessica...
OUT

Wahaha,,,

2004-06-23T21:46:00.000-07:00
Heyheyhey...
Went to orchard today...
Spent money
Again...
Heheheheh...

HmmX... Since mom was on leave today... She brought me to orchard... First we were at like takashimaya... There she wanted to like get her nails done... But then what will I do if she was getting her nails done as it would take like 20 mins... So yeah so followed me...

Then we went to mango and there they were selling this reallie nice black skirt and loads of other skirts then mom was like why not you go and check out other shops and see if you prefer other skirts and not buy this skirt and go and buy another skirt... So then we went to Paragon..

At paragon... So literally kuku as we were walking round and round as we kept missing the bloody escalator... HahaX... We went to quiksilver and there there was this bloody nice roxy skirt but crap as it cost $109 and I did not have that much money... So I did not buy it... Then I saw my roxy bag!! HahaX... They are still selling it... Then I cant believe it as I forgot to buy my slippers... DAMN!! Then we went to Metro and there they were selling like this reallie nice brown topshop skirt... So tempted to buy... But haiz... I wanted to buy the mango skirt... So yupz I must save first then I can go and splurge on it... As it was like so gorgeous... OMIGAWD!! EH... Wait a minute I'm gettin my allowance tonight!! YESH!! So maybe I can get it sooner or maybe I wont get it at all... I reallie do not know... SIGH!! I'm so broke... And my parents said that they will not buy anymore clothes for me as I have too many... HmmX I dont think I have that many....

HmmX... Let's see about 14 skirts... Including the once that I bought today... About 5 jeans... 5 trackpants... 2 cargo pants but I hardly wear them... About 7 boardshorts... About 2 jackets and 2 sweaters... And quite a number of shirts and t-shirts... HmmX... Is that alot??? I reallie do not know... I seriously think that it is average... And that there is room for more clothes.. HahaX

Well anywayz... I bought that mango skirt and I paid for it myself... $49... As mom said that i have too many clothes and that it is not worth buying... HaiZ... But hack... I bought it myself and I am so proud of it as I seriously think that it is da bomb...

Then at night we met dad at eastpoint and I bought the hillsongs ends of the earth cd and bond latest classified cd and I totallie think that both of them rawked!! Bond kicks ass as Gay-yee westerhoff plays the cello and I also play the cello... So we both rawk! HahaX... Whereas hillsongs forever rule... I totallie love their music!!

Anywayz...
Gotta blast
Bye!

heyheyhey!

2004-06-22T17:20:00.000-07:00
Heyheyhey...
I'm back!!..
Haiz...
Got mosquito bite...
HahaX...

HmmX... I have tennis later... And finallie!! I am going to get my new tennis raquect!! Wahaha... So happie... After so long dad has agreed to get for me a new raquect!! Thanx to richard... If he did not recommend dad to get me a new raquect I am sure that I will not get one!! Wheee.... My new raquect is the hammer 2 6.2... Black and white in colour... Super funkie kiez... HahaX... So happie!!

HaiZ... I have like the motherLOAD of mosquito bites on my legs... ARGH!! Super irritating... So itchy... Aiyah... So tempted to scratch but better not as if I scratch they will become bigger and redder and even bigger and even redder and then it will look and become super ugly!! ARGH!! So must not scratch... I must NOT scratch...!!! GRR... So supery itchy!!...

So sad... This week is like the last week of the school holidays... It at first seems so long but now the days are just flying by... Soon this last week will be gone in like a twinkerly of an eye... So sad sad sad... Haiz the holidays are not over and I am starting to miss it already.. Oh why oh why must the holidays end so soon... Wah... :'( This is so literally depressing...

Oh well.... Looks like I just have to look on the bright side of life as once school starts there will not have such thing as holiday homework or going back to school during holidays... Plus you get to meet your friends so yeah that is good right??... HaiZ... But the sad part is not more party party and shopping sprees...

Anywayz...
Gotta blast...
BuaiZ

hey ya

2004-06-21T18:00:00.000-07:00
Heyhey...
I'm bored...
Reallie bored...

HaiZ... My tennis with Richard has been cancelled... As something happened to his daughter... So yeah... It has been postponed to tomorrow night I have no idea what time will it be held at... Haiz... So sad...

Then just now during chinese orchestra well... It was wierd... Can you believe it we must put up a performance at a stupid shopping center... So horrible... Then at night we must go and watch a chinese orchestra concert out up by rgs... I mean that is bad... And I mean that is reallie bad...

Anywayz...
Gotta go...
Buh bye...

So sleepy...

2004-06-20T22:30:00.000-07:00
Heyhey...
I'm so sleepy...
YawnX...

Went for first service today... super retarded... Was laughing like mad... Dunno why also... Just laughing like mad... Wahaha... Then I think the wierdest part was just now cordy ask me to help her scratch her back as it was sunburnt and trust me when you are sunburnt you skin will hurt like mad and it will be itchy like shit also... As I'm also sort of sunburnt too... HahaX... Then we left church early hoping to get some food before cell... Then while we were in the toilet Patrick smsed cordy and said that he wanted to meet her after first service so that he can pass her the breakthrough book... Then we went there immediately after toiler and waited for what seemed like ages before he finallie appeared then there was this wierd guy who talked to me and i did not know him but he know my name so that was wierd then just now the head usher from main service also talked to me in the toilet and i also did not know her... ARGH!! So wierd can... Then at 1045 cordy left as she needed to meet the 2 new gurlz and left me ALONE with patrick to wait for sister fiona to pass us the books... So scary can... Haiz... Then she some more took so long...

Cell was ok... The 2 new gurlz were quite nice but i think that they were sort of quiet and actually this sounds bad but seriously they are not exactly the type of friends that I would actually mix with when I am in school... As they seem to be sort of how do i say too guai kia... Well or perharps that's because they are new... hahaX... Or mabbe that is because most of my friends are super pai... Then now some of my friends say that I am super pai kia... Haiz... That is so sad... HmmX... Must try to change my image... haha... But seriously am I reallie that pai??!! HmmX... I dont think so lorhZ... As i'm not that ah lianish... Hopefully... HaiZ... Then cordy so evil... Said that I am mental... hahaX... But what to do that is normal as she is forever saying that hahaX...

Yay!! Today no music... But today is father's day... So just now i rushed to tampines mall to buy for dad this hankerchief set... $15 from goldlion... HahaX... Not that bad... As it was quite nice... Well to me I found them nice... What to do I'm not the type of person who is good at buying presents for guys more so my dad!!... But I'm glad that he likes it... hahaX...

AnywayZ...
Gotta blast
Ciao!

...

2004-06-19T22:55:00.000-07:00
Heyhey...
Jessica In...
Wahaha...
Lame..

HmmX... I went to Lynette's house just now... She was so nice... Help me with my speech and drama poem... Then lend me some books to read... In case I cannot use my girl with a pearl earring... Wahaha... As that stupid ms joyce only like wants books written by people who are like DEAD or books which are written by local writes... When I told Lynette that she said that I have a wierd teacher as she had never and I mean never used books written by local authors for speech and drama exam before... haha... But then I think the way she helped me to arrange my peom totallie rawked... I sounds reallie reallie nice!!... Reallie brings out the sarcasism in the piece... haha.. But then I think we spent more time doing hmmX... how do I say... ungodly gossip instead of the pieces hahaX... =X

Then during speech and drama class... It was like super farnie can... That bloody bitch spent like more than 15 mins on everyone else poem but when I read out my piece she could not find any mistake in it so all she could say was that my piece was very easy when actually my piece was just TOO GOOD!! But she just did not want to admit that fact!! HaHX... What a sore loser she can get... But I totallie like felt so good after the class... As I think the way I read my poem was just way too good and I felt as though it was like taking a brick and throwing at her head... Shit.. I think i'm starting to bitch again... HahaX...

Well math was ok larhz... Then I also did not go for miracle service... And my mom said that it was a good thing as there was a kid who was possessed by an evil spirit there and was screaming and shouting in a foreign language... Sounds totallie freaky rite... haha... So yupZ... thank goodness I was not there or else I'm totallie sure that I will freak out real bad in church... And i think that would be totallie horrible... hahaX...

Anywayz...
Gotta go...
BuaiZ

sweet sweet sweet

2004-06-18T17:15:00.000-07:00
When I first met you, We were friends from the start, Then you made a promise, That we would never part. You were so incredibly amazing, Along with being different from the rest. I don’t know how you did it, But you stole my heart from my chest. Ill never stop loving you, And nothing can make us part. For I love you now, And forever, We were friends from the start.

*WhY Do I BoThEr, WhY Do I CaRe, WhY Do I SeE YoU EvErYwHeRe...WhY Am I SaD, WhY Do I CrY, WhY DoN'T I JuSt LeT DaYz Go By...WhY Do I LoVe YoU As MuCh As I Do, WhEn YoU DoN't LoVe Me As I LoVe YoU...It BrEaKs My HeArT, My SoUl InSiDe, It FeElS As ThOuGh As If I HaVe DiEd...I HiDe My UnHaPpInEsS, My UnEaSiNeSs ToO, I FeEl ThIs WaY BeCaUsE Of YoU...*

dedicated to all my friends

"Best Friends" Although it's quite a statement, well it happens to be true, the best friend i'v ever had, I'm glad to say is you, You're there if I should need you, and you never turn away, I know I can depend on you, at any time of day, We've had our ups and downs, as nearly everybody does, but problems never last long with special friends like us Some people have so many friends with whom they spend thier time. But no one has a best friend who's as wonderful as mine. So thanks for always being there, our friendships strong, and I just want to let you know, I'm always here for you

~*Believe*~ i believe in mermaids, in fairies, in seond chances, and i believe fairy dust can make u fly. i believe there is a place over the rainbow. where clouds are made of cotton candy. where the grass bows and whispers. where the flowers are everywhere and cover the world. where there is no such thing as war, violence, and drugs. i believe~

life is a mixture of sunshine and rain, laughter and pleasure, tear drops and pain, so when clouds hide the sun, and your skies are all grey remember i am only a phone call away!

wahX!!!

2004-06-18T16:40:00.000-07:00
Give my very best

I have wandered long over life's pathways
Turning round and round in my own way
Satisfy my ownself
Seeking for life's meaning
Like sheep i've gone astray

Suddenly i met God's love in such a way
That the Son of God could change my ways
Lifting all my burdens
Showering me with love
With him i want to stay

Oh Lord, I will give my life to you
Loving you
Serving you
As a living sacrifice
Oh Lord i will give my life to you
Give my heart
Give my strength
Give my very best for you.

Ooh I just love this song as the words are just so meaningful

Not again!!

2004-06-18T16:20:00.000-07:00
ARGH!!!
I'm BURNT!!
again...
HahaX...

YupX... that's right Im once again burnt and this time... I'm the motherload red... But luckily not as red as my cell friends who went to wild wild wet yesterday!! hahaX... lucky me... But this time my burn is super painful... It's like OUCH!!!!!!!! Im red and super tanned... Haiz... It hurts real bad... But now the colour of my skin is just so so SO BEAUTIFUL!!! HahaX how ironic ritex... hehX... What to do I have been like sitting in the sun for like 3 whole hours flat... hmmX might do it again later... hahaX...

Well I have just started reading my girl with a pearl earring... But i'm not done with it yet... It is a super nice book can... About a girl whose father has lost his eyesight and trade thus she is made to become a maid of a painter.... Reallie sweet book which is set in the 1660s... Long long long time back... YupX I totallie love this book... Well it is definitely better than shanghai baby that is definitely for sure... hahaX.... So I most probably will use this girl with a pearl earring as my exam piece for speech and drama this year!! Yupyupyup!! wheee.... And I totallie hope that that bloodie miss joyce well actually she is a mrs but she still wants to act young so thinkskinned sia... would actually let me use it and not go on that this book is too simple for my standard and dunno what other rubbish can she actually think of... But I shoulf think that I am able to use this book as if i'm not wrong it is used for the speech and drama gold standard... So yeah my standard has increased... hahaX... Gosh... I'm so lame... HahaX...

Well Melissa called and she said that the principal is going to call all of us saying that she will call our parents and will expel us and so on so forth I mean who cares as I myself wanna quit molin as it does not teach me anything at all as what they teaches us is not in our syllabus at all... SO why in the world should I still go there... And I reallie hope that she would get the fact that I did not draw on her bloodie wall... HaiZ... But she just does not believe us... That's what Melissa said... Gosh!! And why in the does she wanna tell our parents... It must be that stupid teacher of ours that went to complain... Heh... She think that she can get us this time... well... not so fast... As she going to kana bang by us as we also can say that she everytime throws her tandrum at us like last time she took our pepsi twist and threw it onto the floor... Then she thought that pepsi was a bad word and scolded us for saying it... I mean .... pathetic... Then she dun allow us to eat and drink in class but she herself drinks pokka green tea in class... then like last week she said that we cannot eat or drink in class then when we reminded her of what she did she said that that was last time and that she is setting new rules so that from last week onwards no drinks or food were allowed in the class i mean... what the fuck larhz... go eat shit canx...

Haiz... later the principal will be coming to our class... Die sia... I wonder what in the world can we go and tell her... Shit... But hopefully she would believe us and not go and tell our parents or else die... haiz... then i cannot get alot of things... haiz... mabbe i'll just go and ask my mom to change tuition centre for me and I go and join the dunman high alumni... hmx... that could probably be arranged... if it's possible larhz... but like the song once said all things are possible with the lord!!

Well I gotta go...
I wanna go suntanned and get sunburnt again
lala..
so for now...
Jessica
OUT!!

Dortx!

2004-06-17T23:45:00.000-07:00
HeyHey!!
Jessica's IN!!
Superly mad!!
Wahaha...

Today was hmmx how do I say... INSANE!! It was super fun and super insane!!... Today was cell outing day... But I didnt go... And why didnt I go as I went orchard with my friends Tracy, Nanda and ME!!!... HahaX.. Im so evil ritex... HahaX... But today was just supery fun! fun! and even more fun!!

Well first off we dropped off at orchard mrt... Then we went to Topshop at Wisma... Super fun can... Went to try out the dirtygirl glitter roll on thingy, the wash away your sins hand cream, the bitch body mist and loads of other rubbish!! Then we went to go and check out the accessories at Topshop there... Super nice can... But also kind of expensive... Sadly I did not bring enough money!! ARGH!! I thought that $23 would be enough but no it wasnt!! BOO HOO HOO!!! So literally saddenning!! WaahhX!!

After that we went to Shaw House to eat KFC as over there they had free flow of drinks and there we mixed all the drinks together and it ended up tasting like Sarsi!! HahaX... Super funnie... But it was very fun... Ok... Not say like very fun as it was more retarded than fun... hahaX!!...

After that we went to Cine there larhz... For the first time we didnt see anyone from our school... But we saw Joshua Ang, Desmund Koh and the girl who acted as Apple in Living With Lydia... Super funnie can as Tracy went literally mad!! She was insane... I mean she was like look Joshua Ang Joshua Ang!! Omigawd!! It's reallie him!! Oh He's so shuai!! So tall!!... I mean rite... who cares if it's Joshua Ang as the way he dressed was like so oldish, a shirt and i mean a those type of working shirt and jeans... Look so ah gongish can...

Then we went over to the heerens... Then we went to the annex there and met Joanna, Melanie, Si Jia and Trina... I cant believe that Nanda and Tracy actually like dragged me and ran away when they saw Joanna they all... I mean what's wrong with them... They are ok wat... Then they say that when you see them it's like seeing ghost like that must run away... I mean... erm... rite.... ok...???

Well then today tennis was great!! Super fun... Richard said that I'm quite good!! Yay!! Then he said that he wants to put me up for a match in September!! I mean ok... But isnt that a bit the early... As Im still sort of a beginner... Then he also said that I needed to change my tennis raquet as mine is too heavy and recommended me the H2 6.2 so yay!! My dad has agreed to get it for me!! And he's paying it for me!! So it would not get deducted from my pocket money!!ALl else that would be like $190 flying away!!...

Well anywayz.. I met up with mamabull, cheney, yane, jon ong and noel for dinner and cordy, cheney, and jon ong were like super red can... Especially Jon Ong... I mean he looked like ketchup! Yeah... talk about sunburnt! And then cordy kept blaming me for not going today and that it was all my fault that she was the only girl there... hahaX... Then after dinner we went window shopping and I saw this t-shirt from nike that was like straight to the mamabull can... super nice... but super ex also... Then we were talking about sportsbra in front of the guyz and they said that we were gross... hahaX... Then I also saw this super funkie pair of nike shoes!! And.. I LOVE IT!! I'm so gonna ask dad to get it for me since my shoes are spoiled... WOOT!! Then dad came to pick me up and he offered to send mamabull and cheney home... wahahaX...

Haiz... but the sad part is that at first dad allowed me to go to sentosa tomorrow but now he does not allow me to go... wahX... and why..??? because he said that there will be bad people there spying on me!! ARGH!!! I mean ok... that's kind of lame rightx... haiz.. But what can I do... Haiz... probably I'll just laze by the pool again tomorrow... hahaX

Well anywayz...
Gotta blast...
Bye!!

Fun Song

2004-06-16T18:11:00.000-07:00
+Fun Song+

F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for you and me
N is for anywhere and anytime at all
[Down here in the DEEP BLUE SEA]

F is for fire that burns down the whole town
U is for uranium bombs
N is for no survival... when you...

"Plankton that's not what FUN is all about
Now you've got to do it like this"
F is for friends who...

No that's completely idiotic

Here let me help

F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for you and me
N is for anywhere and anytime at all
[Down here in the DEEP BLUE SEA]

I feel all tingly inside

That's how you're suppose to feel

Well I like it, let's do it again

OK!!

F is for frolick through all the flowers
U is for ukalali
N is for nose picking sharing on the top
Licking here with my best buddy

hahaha....

Aww...

2004-06-16T18:05:00.000-07:00
In my friendship garden,
Grows a flower
Rare and true

I took a closer look
And saw it was you

To me it means all is well
My sky is clear and blue

And that's how it always is
Whenever I think you you

[Muackz] +[iloveyou]+

Sweeeet!

2004-06-16T18:00:00.000-07:00
If a kiss was a raindrop,
I'd send you showers.

If a hug was a second,
I'd send you hours.

If smiles were water
I'd send you the sea.

If friendship was a person,
I'd send you ME!

*Burnt*

2004-06-16T17:20:00.000-07:00
Ooh me mama!!
Omigawd!
I'm Burnt!!
Bloody hell...
Red like dunno what shit!

Oh hi...
It's me Jessica...
Once again...
Wahahaha...

Haha... I'm like totallie burnt now lorhz... After yesterday's sitting in the sun... And I didnt realize it until just now my friend said that I was totallie red... Then I only realized how burnt I am after I had like looked in the stupid mirror... Haha... I'm like totallie red can... Wheeeee... No wonder my skin hurt like fuck when I was bathing yesterday... Then I also cannot believe that I just realize that I am burnt until today... Gosh! I'm like so freakingly blur.. Must be because I had like too much sun... Hmmmph!!... Why in the world do I like not get tanned but instead I get burnt... That is like totallie and freakingly bizzare... =X

Well today chinese orchestra like fuck like that can... Cant believe that the teacher in charge said that she missed me as she have not seen me for so long... Gosh!! Like I cannot sense her sarcasticness in her tone... Hmm... Or perharps she reallie meant that... I have not a clue... But what to do I'm just to missable... Hahaha... Then she somemore said that if I not feeling well I can like feel free to go home any time I want to do so... Gosh!! Is she having a fever... Or did I like hear wrongly... Which teacher in the world could possibly be so nice to you all of a sudden??!!

Well I totallie and I mean as in like totallie hate and hate that bloody conductor to the core can... He is arhz... hmm... Like fuck like that... Just one person play wrong and then we need to repeat and I mean REPEAT the whole damn song!! What the fuck can... Repeat until I so sianz of it already... Played the shitty song like a million times today!! Haiz... That stupid conductor... Only know how to piss me off... But thankfully he let us off like 1 whole hour before time as I'm sure that he could sense the fact that we were totallie pissed off and bored to the core... I mean hulloeeee!!! We've been there since like from 10am!! And he let us off at like 4pm!! That is like 6 whole bloody hours at chinese orchestra!! Which is totallie enough to kill a person!!

But hey!! Lynette has agreed to help me with my speech and drama pieces!! YAY!! Finally I see the silver lining in the sky!! Haiz.. That stupid Ms Joyce can go bury herself larhz.. She is such a sucky teacher can... Cannot teach... So old... She is like act young buai young can.. Somemore she is also so damn fickle minded one minute said that I can use the shopaholic series next minute said that it is like TOO SIMPLE for my standard!! I mean fuck larhz... I memorized everything already!! But YAY!! Lynette is helping me!! Wahaha... I'm just so happie!! Just so bloody happie!!.....

But the sad part is that I have not finished reading those books which I think I will want to use for my speech and drama exam!! And I need to read finish all of them by SATURDAY!! And now is WEDNESDAY!! which like leaves me about less than 3 days to finish reading 3 books!!... Well two and a half technically as I am half way through Shanghai Baby... But argh!! The books are just too bloody thick can... Haiz... That means no live for me for the next few days as I'm going to become a chao ji nerd and try to read finish all those books... Hopefully by saturday or else I'll be so bloody screwed!!

Haiz... Well that's all for now...
I'm gonna edit my template...
SO for now...
Jessica out!

Wahoo!!!

2004-06-15T17:40:00.000-07:00
Arlow..
Me Jessica is back again!!
Finallie... The wait is over...
I have finally changed my blogskin!!
Oooh... It's soooo bloody nice...!!
Wahahaha....

Haiz... I spent so long searching my ass off to find a funkilicious and superified blogskin... And I finallie did!!! Wheeeeeee.... Isnt this skin just like da bomb!! It's just too nice to actually take your eyes off it... ooohh la la... I just like totallie love it to bits and bits and bits!! Totallie funkilicious.... Muackz!! Blog I love you!! haha... Gosh!! I'm like so going insane!! haha...

Haiz... I'm like so totallie slavish today... I like spent like dunno how long just lazing around in the sun and now I'm like how do I say... Hm... Sort of burnt larhz... But I'm still not that tanned yet so that part is still quite sad lorhz... Must get tanner... must get tanner!! Haiz... But I'm burnt!! haha... Red to bits can... Like a freaking lobster!! Ooh me mama... Why in the world do I alwayz get burnt instead of gettin tanned... That is just so like freakingly saddening and horribly slavish!!! Argh!! What's wrong with my skin!!

Well anywayz... I also have finallie found all the books which I have been like looking for... Argh!! And those books are hmm.... haiz... pathetic larhz... memoirs of a geisha, girl with a pearl earring, and shanghai baby...

I'm currently reading Shanghai Baby by Wei Hui and I have to admit that the content is a little explict larhZ... I mean the book is about love and sex, love and sex lorhz... But who cares larhz... I'm still going to read it larhz... Since I rented it so I gotta make my money worth of it... I mean $4 to rent a bloody book is actually alot can... Can buy like hm... 2 burgers from McDonalds if i'm not wrong... So yeah must read it... Gosh!! But aiyah... It's not like very explict... It's hm... how do I say... rather ok... Just that it's rather like about aiyah... I have no idea how to explain... Hm... If you wanna know about it just go and borrow, rent or buy the book larhz... But dont say that I said that it is like FANTASTIC!!

Oh yeah... Today is Aunty Vanessa's burfdae... And I cant believe that I actually sort of forgot all about it larhz... Well in a sense I just remembered it like about a few hours ago and I totallie rushed to get her a gift... I mean usually I remember people's burfdae like a few days before the actual day... But haiz... I think I'm too busy with camp, classes, tennis, speech and drama and stuff... Grrr... My life is like turned upside down.. But hack... I'm a teenager and that's how our lives are supposed to function right?... Or at least that is what I think... Izzit me or am I reallie getting insane... Hm... I have no idea... Too much sun larhz... Perharps Perharps Perharps... Oh I just like love that funkilicious song...

Well anywayz... I think I have like blogged too much rubbish so I gotta stop before this turns too rubbishy...
So for now...
Jessica....
OUT!!

I'm bored!

2004-06-14T17:25:00.000-07:00
Heyz...
Jessica here...
I'm super bored so I'm gonna blog some crap...

I miss camp!! Camp got so much fun things to do... But now I'm sick and I gotta stay at home and rot... Sigh!!... But who cares I gotta miss my bloody chinese orchestra because of my bad throat... Whee....... So that aint that bad right... Or at least I think... But so happie that my chinese orchestra teacher cannot scold me this time... As this time... I got MC!! Yesh!! I got MC!! As the doctor said that my throat has been hurting for way too long so I'm on anitibiotics and he said that I so needed to rest so he gave me a MC!!

But.... Sadly I will still need to go for chinese orchestra on wednesday even though practice will be from like 10am all the way to 5pm... super slavish can... Haiz... BUt what to do I have already like missed four chinese orchestra practices so I gotta go for this one... Haiz... And I still also must go train for my tennis... Gosh!! I'm so slavish!!...

Well anywayz... who cares... I must alwayz look on the bright side of life!! haha...

Well gotta go...
Jessica out!

Haha... I'm goin mad...

2004-06-13T23:01:00.000-07:00
Arlow...
I'm back!!

Today church totallie rawked can... super fun as we were all still in our camp mode so everyone was still like woot!! Totallie mad larhz...

I went for first service with that mamabull today and today's message was quite ok larhz... Just was super tired so I wasnt like totallie switched on... But it was nice larhz... Yupyupyup... haha...

Then for cell believe or not there was like only 8 people 8!! super farnie can... Then today was like fellowship sunday and all we did was to bum, share about camp and period... Nothing else then when all those who needed to serve went to serve cordy, yane and i just went to the coffeshop to eat chicken rice... haha... super retarded right...

Well dad just came back from Vietname and he bought for me loads of tennis outfits... And they were like super cheap can... 2 tennis shirts and 1 tennis skirt for singapore $40... And they somemore from adidas leh... adidas!!... Totallie unbeievable right... haha...

Anywayz... gotta go...
Buh bye..

ISSACHAR!!!

2004-06-11T12:30:00.000-07:00
Omigawd!!!
I just came back from my speedlight camp yesterday!!
I totallie kicked ass!!!
Issachar rawkz!!
Wahahaha...!!

And Brother Sam just called scared me can... As I was still sleeping and when I talked to him my voice like fuck... haha... Well I just came back from my speedlight youth camp my utmost for his highest part 2... Where is my king?? And I totallie love the camp to bits and bits and bits... It toallie rawked my world... And guess which funkilicious tribe I was in??... I was in ISSACHAR!!! Let me hear you scream!! *scream* Izzit your car??!! Izzit my car??!! Izzit Alvin's car??!!! Then what izzit??!! It's ISSACHAR!!! Wahaha...

The first day of the camp was totallie slavish as I like didnt know anyone from Issachar so I was like bloody quiet larhz... And worst still I was like having such a horrible headache that I was like actually seeing double... Imagine having double vision... And that happened during the stock market game can... That totallie sucked can... But my buddy Sharon rawkz larhz... She was one hella funky laydee... Help me ask for panadol... And kelp on smiling and smiling throughout the whole day... haha... But one thing for sure is that I didnt quite like my room-mates especially Emmeline or whatever her name is larhz... As she kept on following me like mad on the first day and I found that bloodily irritating and worst of all I got kicked, punched, slapped over and over by her at night!! My mean the mother fucker... It totallie sucked can.. I only like slept for like one and a half hours that night all because of that bloody bitch can... So shitty... I mean she took up like practically the whole damn bed... I mean fuck larhz... as I ended up sleeping on the chair which was I gotta admit nicer...

Then on the second day Annette my other room-mate was like you cannot sleep the whole night right... Haha... As she also got kicked by that bloody bitch who btw also made wierd noises from her braces which sounded like fuck can... Super loud.. So then I offered to like sleep on the floor but she didnt allow as Alvin Chia told her that I was having dunno what rubbish sickness so she wanted to sleep on the floor so I had the whole entire bed to myself!! Yeah!!... Well that day devotion was fantastic... Wei Xiong came in and told us about quiet time... And to my surprise I found that totallie interesting lorz... While everyone else was like close to sleeping... And that day we played treasure hunt... super slavish... running about in the hot sun but it was super fun as we got to explore NUS raffles hall... But halfway thru the game I needed to follow Justina back as she was sick... Believe it or not she was sick on her burfdae... poor gurl ritez... And that day I also got touched by the Holy Spirit when Pacer was preaching and when we were singing the songs... I mean wa lau... I cried like siao can... But after that I felt as though a huge burden was lifted from me... And I was like suffering from a major sore throat... From lack of sleep... But hack At night during praise and worship I was like literally jumping like siao.. But at night for the first time so far... I slept like a log... on the bed... haha... as annette wanted to sleep on the floor... But it was slavish in the morning as it was reallie hard trying to wake them up... sigh!

On the third day... It was super fun... But devotion was like just average... As gotta admit Yiyi's message was abit dry... And I totallie got pissed off with Grace as I found her totallie rude to Yiyi... I mean where's your respect man... She's older the you can... Well then Justina was also rather sucky as she went on and on about her cut which she got from the table... I mean it was super small can... But what to do they are like only primary 6 so I'll be nice and I'll forgive them... Well the game was like straight to the mamabull lorz.. We were given pi pa gao, chilli, coffee black, lemonade and 2 watermelons to eat... Wa and some people eat until they vomitted like siao like that... Then it was like insane... Manasseh threw the watermelon on the floor and I think that pissed the camp committee alot... As could tell that they were like rather mad... Yeah... But it was super fun larhz the game... Den we also watched the camp comp people and the tribe leaders play captain's ball... And it was a super rough game... people falling like mad... Then we also needed to rehearse the joshua's chap 9 play and I'm a Gibenite... haha.. need to wear trash bag... Then Eugene they all came up with this Issachar song... Then during the performance when we sang it everyone was like laughing their ass off can... hahah... Then at night I swapped room with Sharon as she wanted to sleep in my room and I wanted to sleep in hers... And it was super fun but we also got scolding from tose fucking level ics... as there was like 5 of us in one room... sigh!!...

Then on the fourth day... Super sad larhz... As the camp was over... But I learnt alot from the camp... I got touched three times in total... And come to think of it before the camp I was never like touched before... And I learnt more about how we are to be like Joshua and be the Joshua generation... It was a reallie fruitful camp I must say... Took a number of camp, tribe photos and I reallie made alot of frenz... And I definitely would go for the next camp...

For now...
Jessica out!

Ouch!!

2004-06-04T11:50:00.000-07:00
Arlow...
I'm Back...
Injured my wrist...
OUCH!!

Hi I think I totallie injured my bloddie wrist while playing tennis yesterday... But Hm... I thought you used only your shoulder, stomach and dunno what other muscles to hit the stupid ball... But why in the world does my stupid wrist hurt so damn bad??

Aiyah... Grr... I totallie cannot even bend it now... Not to the side, front, back or what so ever as it hurts so damn bloddily bad!!! *Scream* Haiz... Suppose to go bowling today and now I cannot go as I will not be able to hold or roll the stupid shitty ball!!

I'm So Damn Pissed!!

HaiZ... But every bad thing will alwayz have a good thing to it and this time my good thing is that because of my bloddy wrist which cannot bend or do whatever rubbish... I do not need to go for my rubbish chinese orchestra as I cannot hold the bow, I cannot pluck and I cannot bow!!... I doubt I can even carry my shitty cello now!! Wahaha... Well I should think that that is the bestest best part of injuring my wrist so alwayz look on the bright side of life!!

Eww... And now when I just need to slightly twist my arm my wrist makes this retarded cracking sound...!!! Gosh! It sounds so gross can... Haiz... Well anywayz... I should be sort of happie as I got my wish of not going for chinese orchestra later... But actually I still need to go as I need to pass my teacher that bloody fucking bitch madam foo the letter of why I will be missing chinese orchestra... Grr... Damn that means I will still need to go to school...!!! Hmm... But I doubt I will be staying there for long as dad will be bringing me there so hopefully I will have a reason to go home immediately after passing that bitch the letter!! Yippie!!

Oh boy and I cannot wait for tonight as I will be going for the festival of praise... But the sad part is that I will be going with my parents... so yeah... It will not be as fun as going with my friends... But hey... I might be goingwith my friends tomorrow if they do not have camp committee meeting... So right ok... This sounds retarded as I think I might be going for the festival of praise twice!! Haha... But hey tell me which person in this world which would actually get sick of hillsongs and all those funkie funkie church songs... I mean... I definitely positively do not... I mean those songs totallie and as in I mean totallie rawkz kies...

Hm... I reallie do wonder what will tonight be like?? Will it be like the same Hillsongs concert like last time from the New Creation Church as that concert totallie rawked my world it was so totallie funkie funkie and I loved it alot!! Wahahaha... Hm... SO yeah I reallie hope that it would be something like that... As I'm sure it would be about the same as I heard that Hillsongs would be coming and let me tell you this Hillsongs kick ass as in big time kiez... They totallie rule!! Planet Shakers too and Jars Of Clay and Hillsongs United but I'm not very sure whether they will be coming or not as I think it would be a total treat if they are coming...

Oh yeah I reallie do not have any idea on who will be my camp tribe leader... But from what Cheney found out is that my leaders are Alvin and Yiyi... And I mean hu in the world is the wierdo called Yiyi?? is that her name or izzit a nickname??? Gosh I reallie bo not have a clue... Haiz... well then I reallie do hope and pray hard that I will have a totallie funkalicious roomate... Hopefully someone that I know and is hell of great senseless fun fun fun!!!

Haiz... Anywayz...
I so gotta go now....
As I might be late for that shit thing...
So might blog later kiez...
Buh Bye

Woot!

2004-06-03T00:15:00.000-07:00
Arlow...
Just created this blog
I totallie love it to bits!!

Yippeex I have tennis later at 6pm and i totallie cannot wait... Gosh!! So fun fun fun... Tennis rawks... But my tennis coach Richard is insane larhz... Let me tell you this I HATE DRILLS!!! They are like the worst things which you can actually do in tennis as they are like so sianz...

Side-steps...

Cross-steps...

Hop...

Side-hop...

Criss-Cross...

And many many more...

Aiyah... But actually tennis with Richard can also be like quite fun... As we talk alot of rubbish and like burn loads of calories on the court... Can keep trim and fit...

Bwahaha...

Well I went to watch Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkaban... Hmm... It's quite scary... haha... well or at least to me larhz..
As the movie was like very dark and sort of can say like spookified... But it was very kewl and totallie funkalicious and it was also wat you can say rather funny also... Draco Malfoy totallie rawkz can... So Shuai!! AHH!!!

Haiz... Anywayz...
I gotta go...
Buh Bye...

Tennis rawkZ